You know perception is strange it's
Weird how one day it's back of the class jokes freestyles in lunch or after school chilling with your homies before you all head home
7,8,9,10,11,2
Getting in the house figuring that you'll do the same as yesterday
That's how it seems then you move on changing the next scene


Minds change, but people don't and the moment those words were spoke all my ideals went up in smoke can I appeal with a pen stroke? I listen close to what they had wrote I'm similar, but I'm still my own so tell me why it's so hard I know

The difference between hoes and bitches

one keeps on bitching the other's tricking but trying to make a living off of her sex appeal and I gotta say that I don't find it appealing, but I'm closer to the edge so I know the feeling I know I fear it

The thought of falling into a vice ignoring all advice then take another shot of it twice

Or maybe flipping a gram cause I got fronted a brick and in the back of my mind I call it easy money

Ambition never affected decisions but instead what I need are basic provisions translation another nigga just making a living

Now isolation protected me from impatience and turning into a patient over some nigga shit

But a dollar costs and to be honest I've been applying but I haven't found a job since I started

Ride to it die to it
Can't deal with this
Shit mothers cries to it
Another body in the
Street what am I doing?
don't know...
I seem
Cursed or consumed
By it
Maybe I'll slip and I'll die to it
Maybe I'll roll with my niggas when
We ride to it
My mindset guides to it

And now a product of fear would be the reason that you hear me in your speakers now

Worried bout sneakers now
Worried bout touring now
Worried bout how I'mma make it out on my own now

A thousand thoughts running through my head in just a minute

And most of y'all is worried bout booking a couple bitches

I wish I had the luxury but time just ain't affording me ability to be the kid I want to be

Mind going crazy I'm lazy but never hazy this life never amaze me my joy is speaking frankly about every surrounding that once left me astounded and now that the bell is sounded I hope I don't end up drowning

Lost these daze
Lost these daze
I'm Lost these daze

Pendulum swinging the balance is still maintained losing my mainframe won't change anyone's mind frame

The state of mine is do or die so if I miss it then no one's going to miss it

It's funny how that sounds the same but means something different

Blank faced stares looking at me and I know the feeling

My homies offer me the sound and I want to hear it, but I never take the hit cause I don't need it

I'm just trying to make a hit trying to keep eating

Cause I see the other side and I ain't leaping

I been there too many times I'm just trying to leave it if a casket is my fate then fuck it, so be it

but I ain't stopping till I'm heard and I ain't dreaming

I'm just telling you my goals where I want to be

So can I live?
Or will I die touching the sky?
I'll wait to see it...